January 31, 2004
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I had a dream last night I was back in highschool, being bullied as I always was. I seemed to be a mutant however with the ability to change my body to the consistency of a marshmallow peep. Because the bullies couldn’t hurt me, they decided to attack two of my friends instead. They chased us from a convenience store at night to a dark alley.
My friends were defenseless, so I stood up for them. I changed from my marshmallow peepness and said “You want to hit me, so hit me.” And so they beat the crap out of me, but they didn’t get any satisfaction out of it because I still had the power to stop it. It only made them angrier that I let them hurt me. While they were beating me up, my friends ran off for help.
For some reason they brought back a Christian priest who proceeded to berate them into submission with religious examples of compassion and saying I was like Jesus for turning the other cheek. (heh, Pagan me- lol) Then the police came and took them away. Very odd.
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Oh, and I bought a scratch-off lottery ticket this morning for $1 and won. My mom was buying a ticket, and I told her to get it, but she wanted a $2 ticket instead. I was going to leave, but I figured I had a dollar, why not. So I bought the one she refused and won $10.
Next time maybe she’ll listen to me. She didn’t win anything for her $2 and neither did my brother for his $4. I picked some numbers for the lottery drawing and gave her some money to buy me a ticket when she goes for hers. Wish me luck.
Wouldn’t it be so nice if I won and could move out?
Comments (4)
I guess your dream shows how much bad feeling there is in your life at the moment, but you stood up for yourself, became yourself rather than hiding behind your ability to change form. I think this can only mean you’re finding your strength. You did it for your friends. You need to learn how to do it for yourself. And hey, good luck with the ticket. If you win trolley loads of money will you share it with all your friends here on xanga who think you’re really wonderful?!!
dream, dream, dream…
I’m with KTW. Anyhow, congrats on the $9 profit.
To my own view all the things you say is correct
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