Month: December 2008



  • I just spent the day watching the fourth season of Lost and I still have no idea what’s going on… but despite all the dangers of the island and all the crazy people living there… I wouldn’t mind living there myself. I mean, the island is breathtaking.

    Some theories… might the island be Atlantis or Mu? Eden? An alien spaceship? A time machine from the future? A sentient life form from outer space or a life form of terrestrial origin…. Some kind of sentient form of The Gaia Principle anyone? (I favor this last explanation.) I’d love a better look at those “hieroglyphics” I saw on the column where the lantern was hanging when Ben moved the island.

    Anyway, I just finished, so this isn’t much of an entry. lol





    December 31st

    Sekhmet is honored today.




    This day is also holy to the Greco-Roman goddess Hecate.




    In Scotland, New Year’s Eve is called Hogmanay, Hogmannay, Hogmarmay, Hogmena, Hagmena, or Hogg-night. It honors the solar god Hogmagog. As Gogmagog, he is the chalk figure carved into the earth at Wandlebury near Cambridge. Divided into two giants, Gog and Magog, he is the spiritual guardian of London. The original name of the Scottish New Year was Hagmenai, “Moon of the Hag.” It honored the goddess of winter who mourned her lost mate.

    Hogmanay is also called ‘Cake-day’ for the gift of an oatmeal cake, or its equivalent, which is expected by children on this day. It is still the custom in parts of Scotland to ‘trick-or-treat’ from door to door, asking in rude rhymes for cakes or money. In the lowlands or Scotland, these Yule-cakes are also called Nur-cakes. Nour means birth, and therefore, Nur-cakes are birthcakes heralding in the New Year. Also from this word, comes the word Norn, as the Norns were appointers of all destinies at birth, and Nor refers to a  ‘child.’

    Bonfires are lit, blazing tar barrels are rolled down hills, and fiery torches are tossed about. Hogmanays, smoking sticks, are used to ward off evil spirits. Traditional treats are bannocks, oarsmen, shortbread, black buns, and ankersocks (gingerbread-rye cakes).

    At the moment the New Year arrives, doors and windows are opened to let out the old year. In Wales, this is done to drive out the Cwn Annwn, the black dogs of the underworld who pass through at that time.

    Divination of the future was common on New Year’s Eve, especially, forecasting weather conditions for following year. Almost anything which occurred on New Year’s Eve or Day might be indicative of the future, and the nearer to the midnight hour, the more significant was the event.




    The Fair Folk are quite active at this time. All along the Pyrenean range, supernatural power is attributed to the fairies called Hados (Spanish) and Fees (French). Offerings are left of thick milk and white bread. If they are not satisfied, wolves will devour the flocks. According to Welsh mythology, the Spirit of the Van is a sort of fairy, haunting the Van Pools in the mountains of Carmarthen on New Year’s Eve. She is dressed in white with a golden girdle. Her long hair is also golden, and she sits in a golden boat with a golden oar.




    During the Hestiad in honor of Hestia or Vesta, the house is blessed. The Pentacle is made in the four corners of each room, and Ivy is hung on the outer doors to protect the house against evil through the coming year.




    In Japan, straw clad young men called Namahage descend to the villages of the Oga Peninsula. They represent spirits attempting to drive out misfortune and ensure a good harvest. They storm from house to house seeking naughty children, single women, and lazy young brides. The householders appease them with sake and give them gifts off money and rice cakes.




  • WCFQ 29e: My Fantasy Crime Spree




    If you had one day when you could do anything that you wanted with no repercussions the next day and no one remembering except you what would you do on that day?
    i_heart_concussions


    It seems to me that my first instinct here labels me a hypocrite, for as honest as I like to think myself, I’d probably go on a crime spree and rob a bunch of banks. Statistically speaking, you don’t get a lot of money robbing banks, only a couple hundred to a couple thousand, but hey… if I had a whole day and no one would remember I did it, why not? I’d hit as many banks in that day as I could… let’s be generous and figure $1000 each bank and maybe a dozen banks in all or so. $12000 isn’t bad! lol

    Of course, that’s in the event I didn’t chicken out. Bank robbing, or any crime, really is not my thing. Aside from shoplifting a few candy bars when I was a preteen, the whole “breaking the law” thing never really appealed to me. I don’t understand people that “get addicted” to the “thrill” of shoplifting. Supposedly there’s an adrenaline rush…? My sister on the other hand actually had the audacity to steal from the department store where my grandmother was working when we were kids. She didn’t get caught by the store. She got caught by me. She had bags of stuff hidden in junked cars behind the house. I totally turned her butt in. lol My grandmother made her take the bags back and apologize.

    No… robbing banks and committing crimes belong to the bad guys I write about in my stories. All my evil tendencies get their expression in my fiction. Most likely, I’d push the limits… see what I could get away with that day in an entirely different way. I’d quit my job, knowing my boss wouldn’t remember I’d done it the following day. I’d tell her, and certain customers, what I really thought. Then I’d head to New York with a list of publishers and see what worked at getting my foot in the door to getting me published. Then, since no one would remember what I did the following day, I’d go back to New York the next day and do only those things that actually worked. lol It’s easy to learn from trial and error, when there are no repercussions.





    December 30th
    (no holy day entries)





  • Writers Choice Featured Questions Week 29

    five questions for this week

    unfeatured questions stolen from the featured question chatboard, dated from October of 2007

    If you were to live on a desert island for two weeks and could only take three items to help you to survive or what you think you may need, what would you take?
    My_blog_for_2009

    Were you a difficult teenager? why or why not?
    awish4you

    If you had the opportunity to get supernatural powers, what would they be to make your life meaningful?
    readyfortheworld1

    Why do people follow trends?
    The_Chaotix_Factor

    If you had one day when you could do anything that you wanted with no repercussions the next day and no one remembering except you what would you do on that day?
    i_heart_concussions

    Answer any one or all of these questions in the coming week. I try to mix the whimsical with the serious here, so hopefully there is at least one question here for everyone.





    December 29th
    (no holy days)





  • Sleep issues



    I’ve had the entire day off, but despite the fact that we did not have to look after my nephew this weekend, I still did not get the amount of sleep I needed (thanks to my family, mainly my stepdad). I couldn’t even take a nap because I have to be at work by 6AM tomorrow and so I need to go to bed early. Why can’t people leave their shoes off in the house if they don’t intend to go outside? That’s what I want to know. Why do they need to clomp around under my head like a herd of clog-wearing buffalo. Yesterday I took enough painkillers to knock out an elephant, and I still had a headache up until around 10PM because my stepdad woke me up way too early. And then he did it again today, though thankfully I had no headache.

    It’s to the point where I might as well not sleep at all between the neighbors, my stepdad, and my nephew. If it was warmer, I’d almost consider sleeping in my car. My mother got me a second sound machine to play while I’m sleeping to further drown out the noise, but it’s actually the vibrations from the noise (thuds and bangs, not voices) that wake me up. I forsee a time when I have seven different sound machines going to drown out the noise of inconsiderate morning people.

    Anyway, I’ve been hard at work on my webnovel, groggy and tired though I’ve been. The first page is about 2000 words, but it clears some stuff up, or complicates it. Of course, you can’t read it yet because I’m not going to post it until after New Years, just so I can get some backlog going. So this is just a tease.

    Anyway, I’ll post the WCFQ tomorrow. Promise.





    December 28th


    The Halycon days end.




    Gwyl o Gwin a Hyfrydwch, the Festival of Wine and Pleasure, begins at sundown and continues until December 31st.




    This is considered the unluckiest day of the year when no new work should be started.




    The Taoists celebrate Ta Chiu, a festival of peace and renewal by summoning all their gods and ghosts to the temple to accept offerings. The priests read off a list of all the people in the area at the end of the festival and attach it to a paper horse. When burned, the names are carried to heaven by the smoke.




  • wishful thinking



    I’m not looking forward to working today. Yesterday I left my house almost two hours early to be at work by four. I arrived only 20 minutes early, and there were no accidents to blame the delay on. Though there was a terrible accident on the opposite side of the street half way to work that had me paranoid for the rest of the trip. There were already two cops on the scene and about six more roared past as I got further down the road. From what I could see, and I’m no rubbernecker like the people in front of me apparently were, it looked like half a car had been demolished. I will be so happy when this “holiday” is over and done with and people go back to their regular scary driving instead of their super scary driving.

    Despite the fact that it will mean less money in my pocket, I am looking forward to the end of the holiday season and the “extra hours” that come with it. Not that we had an excessive amount of extra hours to begin with (as I mentioned yesterday). Also, my hours aren’t really affected too heavily as merch supervisor because they have to give me the time to get everything put in place as corporate wishes or they’re SOL. Sometimes I do think about how easy it was before I took the promotion…. sigh

    Still, I’m looking forward to more free time so that I can devote myself more fully to writing. I’ve been trying to write everyday, not just here but on my webnovel to get ahead of the game so I can have more time to write other stories as well. I’ve been looking for places to submit stories or novels. I have several Google Alerts set up for my gmail account to get notification when publishers publicize new anthologies or contests. Usually my stories don’t apply since I write too darn much for their limited word counts, but I am looking. I have found some places that I’d like to try submitting to this year.

    I am also still playing the lottery. $1 a week… the Powerball is up to $70 million. If I won that, forget submitting. I’d open my own publishing house, my own bookstore, start my own charity…..





    December 27th


    The birth of Freya, Norse goddess of love, was celebrated today. She is usually depicted astride a large cat and presides over the warriors slain in battle.




    This is the birthday of Gerina Dunwich.





  • What will the new year bring?




    Remember that song… the 12 Days of Christmas? In some traditions, this is the first of the twelve days of Yule or Christmas. For people in retail, there’ll be another week of Christmas misery at least. I am not looking forward to going to work today, though I am grateful that I did not have to be there at 5AM (like some of my coworkers). That’s what time I had to be into work on Wednesday, and I was pretty much falling down exhausted by 2 when I left. That is not exactly a safe state to drive home in, especially given the amount of traffic I had to wade through (and crazy drivers). My accident earlier this month has made me hyper paranoid of my fellow drivers, and I won’t even begin to feel safe driving near the mall until spring. People are crazy… put crazy people in a machine weighing a couple tons and allow for inertia… I don’t think so. If I had my way, I wouldn’t leave the house for the next month. Safer that way.

    The amount of work they (the big corporations) expect of their front line employees is just ridiculous, especially given the fact that our hours were severely truncated. This Christmas can’t end too soon for me, though it is a relief for the exact day to be past. Don’t get me wrong. I don’t mind helping people. I just don’t like being around rude, belligerent, self-centered people who believe as a retail worker I am the next best thing to a slave. I don’t mind recommending things to people, but if I offer a half dozen or more ideas and they shoot every one of them down, I really don’t think they should expect me to continue on their heels as they wander the store looking for the perfect gift. People you are now entering Giftcard city. I am not a personal shopper…. personal shoppers get paid a lot better than me. As anyone who reads my blog will know, I have a wide variety of tastes. Recommending is part of my job at the bookstore, and I do it as well or better than most of my coworkers. But obviously there are just some customers who are too demanding. I don’t know their tastes, nor the tastes of the people they’re buying for. I can only ask questions and recommend based on the answers, so if the customer can’t help me out with even that much… well I wash my hands of them.

    Borders is supposedly doing well… according to the employee newsletter they expect us to read on a daily basis. But certain things I’ve noticed make me stick to my initial assessment that the days of Borders are numbered. Well first of all, there were all those people they laid off several months ago, and then the perks they took from us. Then there’s the fact that hours allotted for December were at least 200-300 fewer than last year, not to mention there were fewer employees at our location to deal with an increased workload. And the way they’ve been forcing us to push product and the extreme nature of the sales they’ve had this month (40% off, $5 off a purchase of $5 or more) … it feels like close out to me. It feels like it’s only a matter of time before they begin closing stores. And given that we’ve rarely been able to make plan this year (Wednesday they wanted us to do over $50,000!) and our woefully understocked shelves (books are flopping all over despite creative straightening) and the fact that we’ve had to order stock for the stores instead of awaiting replacement as we would normal have done in past years. Well…. connect the dots! I would not be surprised if they sent word in the next few months that our store was closing (the fiscal year ends in February). The building is over 8 years old, and we have leaks and cracking paint all over the place. They’ve been saying they were going to remodel for as long as I’ve been working there. What they’ve actually done is reduce stock all over the store, and we’ve been taking shelves off the floor for most of the year! My manager can say I’m negative all she wants, but I think she just doesn’t want to face the truth.

    Speaking of my manager, would you like to know what she got me as a Christmas present? I was regifted a melted (formerly) lobster-shaped lollipop (I couldn’t figure out what it was, my mom guessed) and a much aged gift-sized jar of honey (both from Canada and both of which I think came from my former micromanaging villainous manager who’s been gone over a year), a handful of pens, and a $15 Subway card (the only thing I might actually use). Not that she had to get me anything, but it was kind of insulting. I got her a $30 card to Boston Market because she doesn’t eat right and constantly complains about her weight. At least my gift was thoughtful…. I mean, lottery tickets would have been more considerate than the gifts she gave me. I guess it was better than last year when she gave everyone a bottle of sparkling fruit juice that made me sick when I tried a cupful.

    Anyway… enough of my whining. Either way, I don’t want to be at Borders another year. If the store happens to close, then I might actually be better off. Apparently there is a business program that allows unemployed people to collect their unemployment and get assistance to open their own business. But no matter what, I need to find some way out of my situation. I feel impending doom weighing heavily on my shoulders.

    In other news, yesterday I took a nap and dreamed about mobsters, time travel, superheroes, pixies, aliens, and alternate timelines… Essentially I was the daughter of a bank owner and these mobsters were trying to extort money from him. I stole a time machine from aliens and dressed as a superhero to combat the mobsters, but in the meantime, while I was time travelling, a pixie took over my life and started changing things. I have a very weird subconscious.




    December 26th


    The Medieval Feast of Fools ran from today until the 28th. Wren hunting was once practiced on this day. And though it “hardly provides a mouthful to a cat,” it was protected at all other times during the year.


    This is the traditional time in Italy of Columbine and Pantomime. Performances were enacted in mime by traveling companies. There represented ancient symbolic figures. Columbine was traditionally dressed in white with black pompoms and is believed to have symbolized the moon. Columbine or Columbina was the sweetheart of Harlequin, and, like him, supposed to be invisible to mortal eyes. Columbina is a pet-name for a lady-love in Italian, meaning ‘little dove.’


    Christmas plays were common at this time following in an ancient tradition handed down from the Greeks and Romans. In Greco-Roman times, Andromeda, Ariadne, Ceres, and the Nymphs were honored with plays. Orpheus was shown with the beasts. Perseus and Andromeda were depicted. Ceres was drawn by dragons, and Bacchus and Ariadne by panthers, and finally the education of Achilles was enacted. A ballet of the famous lovers of ancient times was performed, followed by a troop of Nymphs. During the Christian era, plays about the Greek and Roman gods gave way to morality plays adapted from the Bible.


    This is the 11th of Mechir. The Egyptians used a palm branch containing twelve leaves or shoots to symbolize the completion of the year at the Winter Solstice. Sobek was born today, and Sekhmet went forth to Letopolis.


  • If Christmas was every day, I’d kill myself




    One of my coworkers asked if we didn’t wish it was Christmas everyday today…. I said I couldn’t answer because I’d probably be fired for language….

    I wish the holiday was done a month already. If only just to stop having to listen to the music. Bleh… I wouldn’t mind so much if it wasn’t the same stuff over and over again.

    So tired.

    Some of the customers are so nice, but then there’s always that one person who makes me wish I hadn’t come into work at all.

    I’ll post the writer’s choice questions next Monday. I just have to get up way too early every day this week to go looking through past offerings on the featured questions chatboard. In fact, I probably won’t post anything the rest of the week until Friday, so the rest of the holy days for this week are below.

    Everyone have a nice holiday no matter what you celebrate.





    December 22


    On the sixth day of Saturnalia, Acca Larentia was given offerings as mother of the Lares (ancestors). This was called the Day of the Parentalia of Larentine Acca or the Laurentalia. She was also given the name Larunda or Lara.




    The birth of the divine child, whether he bears the name of Horus, Osiris, Helios, Dionysus, Pryderi or Aeon, is celebrated at this time. The Greeks celebrated the birth of Demeter/Ceres at the winter solstice.

    During the solstice, a golden cow covered in a black veil was led around the temple of Helios seven times. The cow represents Isis and the ritual was called the seeking for Osiris. It commemorates the wanderings of Isis as she journeyed over the world mourning for his death and searching for the scattered body parts.




    Running from the seventeenth to the twenty-sixth, the Ursids meteor shower peaks tonight. It is associated with Comet Tuttle.





    December 23rd


    This is the seventh day of Saturnalia in honor of the Golden Age of Saturn and Ops.



    Alban Arthuan, Winter Solstice. The Ogham Calendar is based upon the Coligny Tablet, a Gaelic-Celtic bronze tablet found in France in 1895 and dating to about 2000 years ago. The calendar started on the last quarter moon, the first after the autumn equinox, Samhain. Both this festival and the winter solstice were used to start lunar calendars in pre-Roman Europe and the Greek/Celtic orientated British Isles. Gwyl Nadolig, the Yuletide Tree Festival and Elder Festival, begins at sundown.



    The Feast of Potential or the Secret of the Unhewn Stone is a modern pagan holy day. It is the only day in the Celtic tree Calendar not ruled by a tree or a corresponding Ogham letter. It represents the hidden potential of all things.



    The Kalesh tribe of the Hindu Kush, celebrate Chaomos in their finest clothes. Lasting a week, it honors the demi-god Balomain, who counts the Kalesh every year and carries their prayers back to Tsiam, their mythical ancestral home.



    The 8th day of Mechir was the Festival of the Great Heat, and a Feast Day of Hathor. 





    December 24th


    The last day of Saturnalia corresponded with the Roman festival of Acca Larentis, a day sacred to the goddess Laurentina, mother of the lares and a mother goddess who watched over the dead and seed corn. Tonight is known as Modraniht, or Mother Night. Inscriptions from Roman times found in Germany, Holland and Britain honor groups of female beings generally referred to as ‘the mothers.’ These female deities are associated with fertility and protect hearth and home. The Juvenalia is a day for the young. This holiday was created by Caligula and added to Saturnalia.



    The Finns set out candles at graves to light the path of their ancestral spirits as they make their yearly visit home.





    Decmeber 25th


    The birth of many dying solar savior-gods (Osiris, the Syrian Baal, Attis, Helios, Apollo, Dionysus, Balder, Frey) was celebrated on this day. Isis gave birth to Horus at this time, and this is also the nativity of Mithra honoring his mother, Spenta Armaiti. Myrrha was changed into a tree, and while in that state, she gave birth to her son Adonis. According to Roman tradition this was Dies Natalis Solis Invictus, “the day of the birth of the undefeated sun,” a Mithraic cult. A festival was held in honor of the birth of the son of the Babylonian queen of heaven. In Semitic lands she was a form of Astarte.



    This is the feast of Frau Holle, a Germanic weather goddess.



    Several of the ceremonies of the Saturnalia continue in our modern Yuletide celebrations. Temples were decorated with greenery. Holly was used by the early Roman Christians to decorate churches and dwellings at this time, but the tradition was derived from earlier practices. Pagan Romans would send their friends holly-sprigs with wishes for their health and well being. The evergreens for Yuletide decorations were holly, ivy, mistletoe, bay, rosemary, and green branches of the box tree”.



    Yule has many names in many lands. To the Druids and Celtic tribes, it was Nodlaig, An Nodlaig, La Nodlag, or Nodlaig Day. Yule. Jul or Jol is a Gothic word signifying a sumptuous treat, and the month of January was called Giuli (the Festival) by the Saxons. The festival of the Sun at the winter solstice ushered in the New Year’s sun. To the Saxons, it was Gehul, ‘the Sun-feast’, for the Danes, Juul, the Swedes called it Oel, in Breton, it was Heol (the sun), and for the Welsh it was Hal. The word Yule is derived from an old Norse word Iul, meaning a wheel, and the symbol of a wheel is still used to mark Yuletide.

    The ash is the wood of the world-tree, Yggdrasil, with its roots knotted in Hell and its boughs supporting Heaven. Beneath Yggdrasil sit the Norns or Nornir, Urth (past), Verdandi (present), and Skuld (future). Like the Greek and Roman Fates, they sit spinning the events of human life. Nearby is the spring of Urd from which the Norns draw water and clay every day. They sprinkle this on Yggdrasil to keep its branches from wither and decay.

    The Yule log was chosen of green ash wood and cut before Yule. In Devon, a bundle of ash sticks were bound together with nine ash-bands. The us of nine, or thrice three, ash-bands may be an indirect reference to the Norns. Amidst much rejoicing, it was carried in on Yule Day or on Yule Eve. Sometimes it was sprinkled with corn or dragged in with a girl seated upon it. A new fire was made, and the log was kindled with the last fragments of the previous log, kept throughout the year for this purpose.


    The mistletoe sprig has a long history of use, perhaps older than the Yuletime tree. The traditional Kissing Bough or the Kissing Bunch was hung from the ceiling with a ring of candles above and a ring of bright red apples below, perhaps hinting at fulfillment in the hour of promise. It was also said to represent the sun and the earth. On Yule Eve, the candles were lit in ceremony, and it became the center of the festival. It was lit again on Yule Day, and every evening thereafter till the Twelve Days were done. It hung from the middle of the ceiling, just high enough from the ground for a couple to stand or stoop and kiss beneath it.

    One of the oldest Yule traditions comes from its origins in Saturnalia. During that time, it was customary for all creatures to be equal. Charitable acts were not the exception, but the rule. Master and servant were on equal terms and people even acted with charity toward the lesser animals. Extra food was given to livestock and pets, and food was laid out for the birds or other wild creatures.



    The 10th day of Mechir recalls the birth of Horus, the child of Isis. It is also the Day of elevating the Great Netjret (goddess) in all her names and manifestations. On this day, Wadjet went forth singing in Heliopolis.




  • Happy Yule!


    Tattoo
    the webnovel so far…

    Chapter 1: Blood is Thicker
    Chapter 1.1 in which Glory is not mindful of the store
    Chapter 1.2 in which Glory is made to do something she would really rather not
    Chapter 1.3 in which Glory thinks she might be sick
    Chapter 1.4 in which Aaron makes a mistake
    Chapter 1.5 in which Glory is made to see the error of her ways
    Chapter 1.6 in which the circle remains unbroken

    Chapter 2: A Farewell to Arms
    Chapter 2.1 in which Aaron makes another mistake
    Chapter 2.2 in which Glory reflects on her path
    Chapter 2.3 in which we learn Aaron is not really a nice boy
    Chapter 2.4 in which Glory speculates on the holiness of salt
    Chapter 2.5 in which Glory learns of the necessity for upper body strength, but makes do with  what she has
    Chapter 2.6 in which Aaron tries to make amends, but is still pretty much an ass

    Chapter 3: Small Sacrifices
    Chapter 3.1 in which Glory is spat on, twice
    Chapter 3.2 in which a cop is threatened
    Chapter 3.3 in which someone is crying
    Chapter 3.4  in which there’s more to the moon than meets the eye
    Chapter 3.5  in which Glory comes face to face with an loony environmentalist
    Chapter 3.6 in which Glory gets turned around
    Chapter 3.7 in which Glory is threatened

    Chapter 4: The Shape of Things to Come
    Chapter 4.1 in which a doctor makes his rounds
    Chapter 4.2 in which Glory is asked some awkward questions
    Chapter 4.3 in which Glory adopts a pet
    Chapter 4.4
    in which Glory gets a surprise, but decides she should not have been surprised at all
    Chapter 4.5 in which Glory explains why there are no debts where duty is concerned
    Chapter 4.6 in which a shapeshifter is an enemy to no man
    Chapter 4.7 in which Glory defends Toby’s right to make a phone call
    Chapter 4.8 in which the nose knows
    Chapter 4.9 in which good pizza is wasted on a possum
    Chapter 4.10 in which the ruse is discovered and much blood is shed
    Chapter 4.11
    in which names are dropped and there is much frustration

    Interlude
    The Head I revised this page. I’m still not happy about the formatting, but I don’t think it’s going to get much better than this unless I host the pages outside of wordpress and link to them.
    The Arms: Right and Left Every single time I tried to post this tonight all the pictures kept moving on me! Grrrrrr! But they are up. Sorry about the formatting, but it should be understandable at least. Yeesh! And I thought I’d be taking a break by posting these in December. Silly me! lol
    The Legs There some medieval signs on the legs that are not commonly seen. Particular the fixed star signs. I think they look like weird centipede-like bugs and vaguely creepy because of it. But still, fascinating. I’d like to know if other stars have similar jointed symbols, but I’ve only found these symbols for the fixed stars.
    The Back and Torso This is the final update of Glory’s tattoos, though I reserve the right to add more to them if I find anything worthy. For now, these are the tattoos which cover Glory’s body. Next week I will be taking the week off from Tattoo to recover from retail hell.





    December 21st


    This is the fifth day of Saturnalia in honor of the Golden Age of Saturn and Ops.  Angerona or Diva, a Roman goddess, was worshiped at the Angeronalia or Divalia. Angerona is connected with Silence.




    The Winter Solstice, a celebration of the sun, called Yule (from Jol in honor of Jolnir, another name for Odin), Midwinter, and Alban Arthuan (Druidic) is celebrated today. This is the oldest of all sabbats, 12000 to 20000 years old. Many sun gods were honored today, Horus, Helios, Dionysus, and Mithra. Yule ends with 12th Night when all the decorations are cleared away. The poor were traditionally given money or presents during Yule. The needy could ask for money, a practice known as “mumping” or “thomasing” in honor of St. Thomas. Fresh food and drink was laid out as a feast for roaming Yuletide ghosts. Holy and ivy, traditional Yuletide decorative plants were adopted from Odin and Dionysus. The Christmas tree may have been adopted from Yggdrasil.


    The 6th Mechir is the Winter Solstice and a Feast of Isis.




    _____Yule_____


    Alternate Names : Alban Arthuan (Light of Arthur), Midwinter, Rebirth of the Sun, Saturnalia, Zagmuk

    Despite hundreds of years in the hands of Christians, Yule is still a Pagan holiday. Marking the shortest day of the year, Yule occurs on the winter solstice when the sun rises and sets at its most southerly points. Yule usually occurs on or around December 21st (this year, it was 7:04 EST this morning). It is a Lesser Sabbat or Lower Holiday in the modern Pagan calendar, one of the four quarter-days of the year. This is the winter quarter of the year that began at Samhain and will end on Imbolc. Yule occurs when the sun is weakest, but it is also the point at which the sun is reborn, as days grow longer again. For this reason, Yule was the birthday of the main deity in many religions: Dionysus, Mithra, Helios, Horus, Oedipus, Theseus, Hercules, Perseus, Jason, Apollo, Attis, Baal, Hercules, and even Arthur to name a few. Osiris died and was entombed on December 21st.

    The winter solstice is a most ancient holiday, far older than the Christian holiday of Christmas. Prehistoric peoples across Europe were building stone monuments such as Stonehenge and Newgrange in Ireland as early as 3000 BCE in order to mark the solstices. Other similar astrological monuments can be found from South America to Asia. Most modern pagans acknowledge Yule as the rebirth of the light half of the year, and some traditions perform the play of the Oak King and the Holly King, just as it is done at Midsummer, to mark the change of the seasons as one of them reigns over the other.

    One of the earliest recorded festivals of the Solstice was the Zagmuk, the Mesopotamian Festival of Light. During the winter months, the Mesopotamian god of light, Tammaz, Marduk or Enlil, was held captive by the Chaos dragoness Tiamat. The 12-day festival of Zagmuk was humanity’s way of assisting the god in breaking loose from his bonds and returning the sunlight. The king was often sacrificed in effigy in order to assist Marduk in fighting the demon Tiamat and the forces of chaos. During the festival celebrating Marduk’s success, gifts were exchanged.

    In Ancient Greece, the winter solstice was Lenaea, “The Festival of Wild Women.” A man (later a goat) was chosen to represent the harvest god Dionysus, who was torn to pieces and eaten by a gang of women. Later in the same ritual, Dionysus was reborn as a baby. In later traditions, the women became funeral mourners and observers of the birth.

    Another pre-Christian holiday celebrated at the winter solstice is Saturnalia. Many secular Christmas traditions can be traced directly to this holiday. Saturnalia was of course named for Saturn, god of the ‘seed time’ and mythical ruler. According to Roman myth, he presided over a golden age. The celebration of Saturnalia was an attempt to return to this golden era. No wars were fought or criminals punished during the festival. In fact, most businesses were not allowed to operate at all. Feasting was the norm, and slaves were even given the same status as free men during the celebration. Everyone wore the same type of clothing in order to erase social barriers, and adults and children exchanged gifts of candles and clay dolls. Originally, Saturnalia was held on December 17th, but it was eventually combined with several other festivals to stretch from the 17th to the 23rd of December. Opalia in honor of Ops fell on the 19th and Juvenalia, a feast honoring the children of Rome, fell on January 1st.

    Dies natalis solis invicti, the birthday of the invincible sun, may also have influenced both the secular and religious customs of Christmas. This was the celebration of the birth of Mithra, the warrior-god, whose story and popularity rivaled that of the Christ. The festival was most popular during the reign of the emperor Aurelian (270-275 A.D.) who attributed his military victories to the sun god. Images of Sol Invictus remained popular and appeared on Roman coinage, even into the reign of Constantine the Great (306-337 AD). Pope Julius I officially designated Mithra’s birthday as the birthday of Christ in 336.

    Another holiday of the Solstice which has impacted the modern celebrations of Christmas immensely is Yule. Interpretation of the name is debatable. Some say it comes from the Anglo-Saxon Geola and means ‘Yoke of the Year,’ while others suggest it is derived from the Norse Jul, meaning ‘wheel.’ Some suggest the name comes from the Norse god Ullr, the winter god and Odin’s alter-ego. There is also some speculation it is derived from the Old English word for “jolly.” During the Norse Yule which begins on December 21st, all beings – men, gods, trolls, and the shades of the dead – converge on the earthly realm. This was a sacred time of feasting and merrymaking, when everything people did reflected on the year to come. In recognition of the return of the sun, fathers and sons would bring home large logs, which they would set on fire. The people would feast until the log burned out, up to thirteen days. The Norse believed that each spark from the fire represented a new pig or calf that would be born during the coming year.

    Many of the Norse gods were honored during the Yule celebrations, including Thor, Freya, Freyr – to whom a boar was sacrificed to ensure fertility, and Odin. As the leader of the Wild Hunt, Odin was particularly connected to the holiday of Yule, the most common time of the Hunt’s ride. Gifts were left for the ghostly riders to ensure a good harvest in the coming year.

    As can be seen by its traditions, the holiday of Christmas has always been more Pagan than Christian. Both Martin Luther and John Calvin abhorred it; the Puritans refused to acknowledge it; and it was even made illegal to celebrate for short periods of history. The holiday was already too closely associated with the birth of older Pagan gods and heroes.

    The first written record for Christmas occurring on December 25th appeared in 354 AD and blatantly admitted it was to supersede the Pagan holiday. Despite the fact that shepherds do not normally tend their flocks by night in the high pastures in the dead of winter, December 25th was adopted as the birthday of Jesus. By this argument, the Eastern half of the Church rejected the December date, preferring a “movable date” fixed to the moon. Today in the Greek and Russian orthodox churches, Christmas is celebrated 13 days after the 25th, which is also referred to as the Epiphany or Three Kings Day. This is the day it is believed that the three wise men finally found Jesus in the manger.

    It took nearly two hundred years for a December birth to catch on. By 529, Christmas was a civic holiday. The Emperor Justinian prohibited all work or public business, and in 563, the Council of Braga forbade fasting on Christmas Day. Four years later the Council of Tours proclaimed the twelve days from December 25 to Epiphany as a sacred, festive season. The Christian version of the Solstice spread to many countries no faster than Christianity itself. “Christmas” wasn’t celebrated in Ireland until the late fifth century, in England, Switzerland, and Austria until the seventh, in Germany until the eighth, and in the Slavic lands until the ninth and tenth.

    Christmas and Yule Traditions of the Middle Ages

    At one time, the Yule log was the center of the celebration. Lit on the eve of the solstice (it should light on the first try), it must be kept burning for twelve hours for good luck. The tinder used to light the log should be the ash of the previous year’s log. The Yule tree and wreaths eventually replaced the Yule log. Instead of burning the tree, candles were placed on it. While Protestants might claim that Martin Luther invented the custom and Catholics point to St. Boniface, the custom can be traced directly to Saturnalia. Modern Pagans may light candles at the stroke of midnight on the solstice to symbolize the rebirth of the god.

    In areas where fruit was an important crop (like apples in England), a custom of blessing the orchards at Yuletide developed. Called saining, these rites blessed fruit trees and livestock to bring abundant food in the seasons ahead. Many of the wassail songs reflect this in their lyrics. The term wassail means ‘your health’ in Old English. The traditional bowl or cup full of mulled wine originated in the fourteenth century. The leader of a gathering would take up a bowl of wine. Shouting “Wassail!” he would toast the others and drink before it was passed to the next person with a kiss. This continued until all in the room had drunk from it.

    Another symbol of Yuletide is the use of evergreen plants to decorate indoors. Evergreens were considered magical and protective simply because they were alive in a season of death. In the British Isles, it has always been the custom to decorate with flowers or greenery at all seasonal celebrations. In the winter months, evergreen plants were used. These included rosemary, gorse, bay, cypress, holly, ivy, yew, and mistletoe. The tradition of kissing under a bough of greenery first became widespread in the late 18th century. Washington Irving mentioned the ancient association of mistletoe with the Druids in a Christmas short story in 1819, around the time of the revival of interest in Druidism in England. Mistletoe was especially venerated by the Celtic Druids and believed it to be an aphrodisiac. (It should be noted however that Mistletoe is potentially poisonous and should not be used internally.)

    In addition to the gifts of candles traditional to the Saturnalia holiday, gifts of coins, honey, figs and pastry were given. Though honey and figs were believed to be aphrodisiacs, they were also highly prized for their nutritional value. Honey is a natural preservative which is said to restore youthfulness to the skin. There were many other traditions of the season as well. Riddles were shared, magic and rituals were practiced, and wild boars were sacrificed and consumed along with large quantities of alcohol. Corn dollies were carried from house to house, and fertility rites were practiced.

    Divinations were cast for the coming Spring. A windy Christmas was said to bring good luck, however “if Christmas on a Sunday be, a windy winter we shall see” and the Twelve Days of Christmas could be used to predict the weather for each of the twelve months of the coming year, and so on. The tree should be taken down by Twelfth Night or bad luck is sure to follow. A person born on Christmas Day could see the Little People, and a cricket on the hearth brought good luck.

    By attaching Christmas to the traditional winter solstice festivals, church leaders increased the popularity of Christmas but gave up the ability to dictate how it would be celebrated by the masses. While believers attended church on Christmas day, afterward they would celebrate in a carnival-like atmosphere similar to Mardi Gras. Each year, someone was crowned the “lord of misrule” and eager celebrants played the part of his subjects. The poor wandered from house to house, demanding the best food and drink from the rich. If they were refused, the mob could terrorize them with mischief.

    Christmas in the New World

    It’s ironic to hear Religious Right groups portray themselves as the great defenders of Christmas when their spiritual forebears hated the holiday and even banned its celebration. When Oliver Cromwell and his Puritan forces took over England in 1645, they vowed to rid England of decadence. As part of their effort, they canceled Christmas. When Charles II was restored to the throne by popular demand, with him came the return of Christmas. This didn’t stop the pilgrims from banning Christmas in America. From 1659 to 1681, the celebration of Christmas was against the law in Boston. Anyone exhibiting the Christmas spirit was fined five shillings.

    Conversely in the Jamestown settlement, Christmas was enjoyed by all. After the American Revolution however, English customs fell out of favor, including Christmas. In fact, Congress was in session on December 25, 1789, the first Christmas under America’s new constitution. Although Christmas became popular in the South as early as the 1830s, other regions were apathetic. Christmas did not become a federal holiday until June 26, 1870. As late as 1931, nine states still called for public schools to remain open on Christmas Day. Factories and offices in New England were often open on Dec. 25, and many Protestant churches refused to hold services.

    Americans re-invented the holiday, changing it from a raucous carnival holiday into a family-centered day of peace and nostalgia. Old customs were unearthed as people looked toward recent immigrants and Catholic and Episcopalian churches to see how the day should be celebrated. Although most families quickly adopted the idea of Christmas and assumed that their celebrations were how it had been done for centuries, America had reinvented a holiday to fill the cultural needs of a growing nation.

    Holiday facts

    • Each year, 30-35 million fir trees are sold in the United States alone. There are 21,000 Christmas tree growers in the United States, and trees usually grow for approximately 15 years before they are sold.
    • The first eggnog made in the United States was consumed in the Jamestown settlement.
    • Poinsettia plants get their name from Joel R. Poinsett, an American minister to Mexico, who brought the red-and-green plant to America in 1828.
    • The Christian ‘Twelve Days of Christmas’ are the days after Christmas Day until the Epiphany, the day designated for the manifestation of Christ to the Magi, on 6th January.
    • The Salvation Army has been sending Santa Claus-clad donation collectors into the streets since the 1890s.
    • Rudolph, “the most famous reindeer of all,” was the product of Robert L. May’s imagination in 1939. The copywriter wrote a poem about the reindeer to help lure customers into the Montgomery Ward department store.
    • Construction workers started the Rockefeller Center Christmas tree tradition in 1931.

  • Creepy, Scary Dream (read at your own risk)




    Last night I dreamed that I was with a bunch of settlers who found a ghost town out on a mountain and decided to live there, rather than take the time to build completely new buildings. It was probably around the 1900s or so by the way people dressed and acted.

    But it appears that the town wasn’t completely deserted after all. It was still inhabited by the former residents or “demons” who had gone mad and killed each other and themselves. So when the new settlers came, some people got sick when they were possessed by the spirits and began to go crazy. Even people who did not get possessed started acting a bit crazy after a while, angry and aggressive to the other settlers.

    I kept trying to tell people that the town was haunted and that’s why everyone was sick or going mad, but very few people would listen to me. I told them that the “demons” (which is how I referred to them in the dream) were feeding off the negative energy of the living people and the more negative people became, the stronger the spirits would become and the more damage they could do. They wouldn’t listen, wanting to stay in the town because it was so convenient.

    Still, the ones who had become most unhinged decided that my words held some truth. They began gathering up all the people who were sick and possessed. They boxed them up into coffins and slid them down the mountainside into the river. When they hit the water, the boxes were so badly constructed that they sank and the people inside were drowned, but that only increased the number of angry dead.

    Knowing there was nothing we could do, me and the few people who still had some common sense tried to get out of the town. But one of the people with us was actually having some kind of affair with one of the ghosts, and she started murdering people with a pair of scissors as we tried to get out of town through this ramshackle building full of all kinds of old junk. In the end, I was the only one to escape.

    Still feeling pretty cruddy today, especially after chiseling my car out of yesterday’s ice fall. But I can’t take off from work two days in a row, especially not this time of year. I want to though. I feel like someone beat me up. I keep worrying that I’m going to get as sick as I was at the beginning of the year. But at least I have off tomorrow, so I can rest again. I just hope today isn’t too stressful.

    I want to take my blanket with me to work….





    December 20th


    This is the fourth day of Saturnalia in honor of the Golden Age of Saturn and Ops.


    Mother Night is an Asatru festival honoring Odin, Ing, and Erda. Dreams tonight foretell the outcome of the New Year.




  • Boston Cream Cake (For Heidenkind)

    Ingredients
    Cream filling:
    1 tablespoon butter
    2 cups milk
    2 cups light cream
    1/2 cup sugar
    3 1/2 tablespoons cornstarch
    6 eggs (3 whole eggs, and 3 yolks; conserve the whites of three of the eggs for the cake)
    1 teaspoon dark rum (I use rum extract but you can use actual rum if you want)

    Cake:
    2 cups flour
    1 1/2 cups sugar
    1 teaspoon baking soda
    1 teaspoon baking powder
    1/2 teaspoon salt
    1/4 cup soft butter
    1/4 cup shortening
    1 1/2 teaspoon vanilla
    1 1/4 cup sour milk (add a teaspoon lemon juice or vinegar per cup of milk and let sit for an hour to make sour milk)
    4 egg whites (use saved whites from filling and then you’ll only end up wasting one yolk)

    Frosting:
    1 cup heavy cream
    1 12 oz bag of semisweet chocolate chips

    Filling: In a large pan, heat butter, milk, and cream to just below a boil. While the mixture is cooking, whisk sugar, cornstarch, and eggs in a large bowl. Whip until “ribbons” form (I’ve never actually seen anything that could be described as ribbons… whip for about 3 minutes). When the butter cream mixture reaches the boiling point, slowly whisk in the sugar-egg mixture and cook to boiling, stirring constantly. Boil for one minute. (This is basically an egg custard and it will expand as it cooks, so make sure your pot is relatively large!) Pour into a bowl and cover the surface with plastic wrap to prevent crusting. Chill overnight if possible. When thoroughly chilled, whisk in rum flavoring and to smooth out texture.

    Cake: Combine flour, sugar, soda, baking powder, and salt in a large mixing bowl. Add butter, shortening, vanilla, and sour milk. Blend on low speed for 30 seconds, then on medium for 2 minutes. Add egg whites and beat for 2 more minutes. Pour into two round cake pans. (Making two small cakes is easier than cutting a large one in half!) Bake at 350 degrees for 30 to 35 minutes. Cool 10 minutes and remove from pans.

    Let cool completely before constructing cake. You can bake the cakes directly after making the filling and let the cake cool in the fridge over night too. Lay the cakes between wax paper and all you will need to do when you are ready to construct the cake is peel the paper off.

    Frosting: In a small sauce pot, add cream and bring to a boil on medium heat. Reduce heat and add chocolate. Whisk until the chocolate is completely melted and set aside.

    Construct your cake and pour the frosting over the top. You may have some custard left at the end. You may also have some frosting. Whisk them together and you’ll have chocolate pudding! lol Refrigerate your cake for at least 40 minutes before serving to set frosting. Serve at room temperature.

    If you made the cake as the original recipe directed, you’d be using 10 eggs! My way is a little bit more complicated, but you use 3 less eggs. So economically and healthwise, my recipe is probably moderately better. heh It’s still a pretty decadent recipe though.





    December 18th


    This is the second day of Saturnalia in honor of the Golden Age of Saturn and Ops.




    The Four Brothers Ziemassvetki are honored in Latvia as gift bearing heralds of the solstice god, Diev. Houses are beautifully decorated, and different foods are laid out for the feast lasting four days.




    Seth went Forth on the 3rd day of Mechir.