What’s Next
Here’s your chance to be an Optimistic Prophet or a Pessimistic
Pundit – or maybe the reverse. Just write on one or both of these
questions:
1. What Should We Do?
2. What Will We Probably Do?
Boy, time has really flown this week. Probably because I was on all days at work. When I work days, getting up at the crack of dawn and working till 3, fighting rush hour traffic home (why is it they call it rush “hour” but it typically extends from 3 to 7?), eat something, and then twiddle away the few remaining hours before I have to crawl into bed to be up at the crack of dawn to do it all over again, it seems like such a waste of a day. I much prefer working nights. My days seem so much more productive then. I have “my” time, and “work” time, and it’s all separated. When I work days, I’m too tired when I get home to really have any “my” time. When I work days, I find myself getting cranky and anxious the closer it gets to me clocking out. I want to leave. When I work nights, I have a pretty good idea of what will happen and when I will be able to leave even though I have to wait on others finishing their tasks before I can leave. When I work days, I know there is a specific time I am supposed to clock out, come hell or high water, and I resent every second I am forced to go over that time by circumstance. When I work days, I feel less in control of my time. Even though I am slated to start work three hours before the store actually opens in order that I set up the weekly displays, once the doors open, my time is sharply regimented. There are specific things I need to do in the day after we open, that I do not need to worry about at night. When I work days, I have a lot more to cram into my allotted time than I do when I work nights. Nights flow and I am in the flow. Even when it is busy, I get things done. Days are a jumble that stress me the heck out before I can finally leave. Friday I had such a migraine at work that when I finally left, I considered calling my mother and asking her to pick me up. By the time I got home, it was 90% better. That tells me that my migraine was work related. If work makes you sick, is it really worth going there, even if you do get paid?
It seems lately, everyone has a problem with their job. Last week at the grocery store, one of the deli ladies was complaining about the asinine changes that were being put into affect at her job. I’ve been complaining along the same lines for months now at my job. Every time I turn around, someone is complaining about their job. Yes, I know we’re in a recession. Yes, I know I should be grateful to have a job.
But I’m not. Not if it makes me sick. I’ve met people who have never had a headache in their lives. That makes it doubly difficult to understand someone like myself who suffers from migraines habitually. Think of the worst charlie horse, the hardest you’ve ever accidentally ran into the edge of a table or counter, any time something heavy and or angular has ever fallen, hard, on a sensitive part of your body and stick that pain in your head for a couple hours (or days). Then try to function… try driving 25 miles home, in rush hour traffic. It’s death defying to say the least. I could very easily have an accident, cause an accident, or simply drive off the road while trying to avoid looking at some moron’s gleaming busted taillight. The red light’s hard on my eyes, especially when I have a migraine, but the white light of a busted taillight just cuts right into my eyes and gives me bruised spots to look at for several minutes after.
Oh yes…. you’re probably thinking I’ve complained enough. Such a whiner, I am. Yeah, I whine. You whine. We all whine. Because things are bad. They’re just awful. We, most of us, work for faceless corporations who probably couldn’t pick us out of a line up of a dozen strangers, let alone the hundreds or thousands who actually pull a paycheck from their coffers. They demand conformity. You must fit the norm to work here. Give up your individuality and gods forbid you express an opinion which does not mesh with the company image. Then you’re… Negative. Even if it is the truth. Truth is something corporations cannot abide. The truth is not good for the public image. It might give people the idea that a company’s employees are not mindless automatons created expressly to represent the company in all its permutations. Expressing a negative opinion of your company is tantamount to expressing an opinion about your country…. TREASON! Oy, if you don’t support your country’s/company’s stupidity then you are not patriotic, disloyal… even if the writing is plainly written upon the wall. Having an opinion is a Thought-crime, you know.
It’s all well and good to complain about it. It’s all most anyone ever does. It’s our gods given right to complain after all. Most people don’t realize it’s also our gods given right to do something about it. Hey, it’s only your own dumb fault if you hate your life but continue to accept the swill you’re fed by employer and politicians alike. You can sit around meekly complaining about the things that you don’t like whenever the perpetrator is looking the other way or you can get off your butt and do something about it. This can be as simple as getting a new job. Oh, I know, getting a new job is not that simple, especially in this economy, but if you want something, you have to work for it. That’s what’s called a positive work ethic children. You may not like your job, but you do it well because it is a point of pride to do things properly. If you hate your job and do it poorly as a result, then you are not worthy of a better job. You let yourself slide on how earnestly you apply yourself to a job and you will always let yourself slide when something is distasteful. That says something about your character, and it’s not good.
If you want something, go out and get it. Don’t blame others for your shortcomings. If you hate your job(s), it’s not the job, it’s you. Switch jobs or suck it up. There’s no reason to run yourself into the ground over a job that barely pays enough to sustain you monetarily or psychologically, but if you opt to do nothing, not even try, then you deserve to suffer. If you cannot find a job that suits you, maybe you should take some classes so that you qualify for a job you might actually like. That’s what I’ll be doing in October. Hopefully as soon as next year, I’ll be able to open my own bookstore and do things my way. I know it won’t be easy, but nothing worth having is ever easy. At least I’ll be working for myself and not some faceless corporation that has assigned me a number and thinks of me as an extension of itself rather than a thinking being with my own ideas.
Am I a pessimist, optimist, or realist? What I think we should do, all of us, is grow up a little bit. Take responsibility for our lives. If you’re miserable, for whatever reason, own it and do something about it. No one is responsible for your happiness but you. So our government sucks and the people willing to pay us for our time think as little of us as the USDA thinks of the cattle it daily slaughters to put blubber on our butts (well, your butt. I’m a vegetarian. Nice imagery though, right?). Oh I am so sick of people complaining about their jobs, but they just keep going back, day after day, to the same job they hate. They never even try to find a better job. Get up, get out, and do something about your misery. You only hate your job/life because you’ve lost the right to self-determination. You do what you’re told and bemoan the fact that you have no choice.
You have a choice!
The choices may not be the best, but you have them. Each choice leads to another. Some better, some worse, but you have a choice, choices. Work for “them,” or work for yourself. Even if you continue to work for “them,” if it is to further your own goals, then you are working for yourself. Working for yourself does not mean you are working to afford a big screen TV or an SUV. Those are such short term goals. Don’t work for stuff. Work to make your future better. Stuff will never make you a better person. Stuff never satisfies; it just pacifies. Material possessions have become the opiate of the masses (thank you Marx). The ultimate satisfaction can be had by defining your goals, defining the steps needed to reach those goals, and then doing it! Let it not be said that I was born, I worked hard all my life, and was promptly forgotten at death because I made no lasting contribution to humanity. Such a life belongs to the worker bee… a mindless drone upon whose back the hive is built. Honestly, I have nothing against the hive, but I was born to be a Queen, not a worker. I was born to create, to direct others with my words. I was born to be a person, not a number.
So were you.
Most people who read this will either shake their heads in disgust or nod in agreement. Of all the people who read this, maybe one percent will actually follow my advice and take responsibility for their lives. Because, truth be told, it’s much harder to get up and work for your dreams than it is to sit on your butt and complain. That’s why we have urban decay and governments that feed off their people like social parasites. We let them control us. We let them tell us there’s a recession, but they created it with their inflated gas prices. If they really wanted to help the economy they’d lower gas prices and work on replacing gas with an alternative fuel source within the next five to ten years. But they won’t. There’s no money in it for them, even though the money would be spent elsewhere if they did cut gas prices, never fear. The government saps our strength and optimism with their announcements of recession and terrorism, arguments about health care and rumors of no more Social Security in a generation. The media generates a climate of fear… of your neighbor, cutbacks and tax hikes, of war, terrorism, and religious zealotry. We are made to forget that, no matter our differences, we are all one race, responsible for our actions and how those actions impact our brothers and sisters in the world.
Most people will never own up to their responsibilities. You who read my blog on a regular basis, I know most of you already live responsibly because more often than not, you agree with me or write things in your own blogs that I agree with, but together, we’re less than 1% of the population… maybe .001%. We really need to get out there and make people aware of how they live and how the way they live impacts everyone around them. We have to let them know they have a choice. If all we ever do is sit around and agree with each other, about the good or the bad, we’ve done nothing to change the plight of the world. And really, the world has become a crap shoot for nearly everyone who lives in it. We’re responsible for ourselves, but we’re also responsible for our families, our neighbors, our countrymen, our species, and the state of the world.
Gandhi said, we must be the change we wish to see in the world. And so we must.
August 3rd
The harvest season in Japan begins today with a ritual called Aomori Nebuta. Huge wire and bamboo effigies painted with intense facial expressions are paraded through the streets to drive away sleep. Farmers need to be wide-awake to labor hard at the harvest.
Recent Comments