I know that I have written about all my past lives here before but I cannot find them. I even tried googling them and no luck. Xanga really needs to have a search function that is not dependent upon tags. At this point, I have so many tags, they don't even all show up when I try to search them. I found a search button I could add, but it's javascript and Xanga rejects it. Xanga is the fail whale.
When I was eleven, I was lynched by my fellow schoolmates. When I say lynched, what I mean is, I was followed by a mob from the school. I was spat on and things were thrown at me (garbage, sticks, whatever was on the ground), and all the while people were screaming at me (things I can't even remember any more). Aside from the fact that no one whipped out some rope and tried to hang me, this was a lynching. The principal, a pudgy little man about as round as he was tall, had to run about three blocks to break it up. When the police came to the school the following day, no one I named as being part of the mob would confess to it and so the school let it drop. We moved shortly thereafter.For those who spontaneously recall past lives, traumatic experiences are one of the "best" triggers, especially if something about the experience is similar to what happened in a previous life. For me, the experience of being lynched recalled a past life that occurred at some point in the Middle East (Jerusalem). Directly after I was attacked in junior high school, I started dreaming of a similar event, of being overwhelmed by a mob in primitive dress and being stoned into unconsciousness. It's impossible for me to pinpoint the time frame beyond saying it was probably BC. The dream was too detailed not to be a real memory, though obviously it was not what had occurred at school.
In this first life that I recalled, I was an outspoken and stubborn woman. I don't know what provoked the people to form a mob and attack me aside from speaking my mind. I do know that I was trying to incite people to change their ways. They formed a mob and threw rocks at me until I was knocked unconscious, then dragged me to the city limits and set me on fire.
Some interesting historical facts that helped me pinpoint the culture and area: In the early days of Jerusalem, Gehenna referred to the Hinnom Valley to the south of the city where trash and criminals were disposed of by burning. The word Gehenna eventually joined the word Sheol as a word for an area of the afterlife, now collectively called Hell. It is also interesting to note that worship of Moloch and Baal is mentioned in conjunction with this valley, and it seems likely to me (but not verified by any specific memories) that I may have been trying to get people to stop sacrificing their children in their temple fires or trying to save my own child. (I don't remember having any children, but I get the sense that I could have been a mother.) Moloch and Baal are Canaanite gods whose worship was often adopted by the early Hebrew tribes mainly because of their interaction with the Canaanites. Ironically, the temple to Moloch in the valley of Hinnom is said to have been built by Solomon.
You might call this my "gateway" past life because it opened the floodgates of my memory. While this is the first life I recall, it actually falls somewhere in the middle, chronologically speaking. I have two animal lives and at least one human life before my life in the Middle East, two in Egypt which could have occurred before or after this one, one in northern Europe, possibly Scotland, and three in America. In all ten so far.
My first two lives were as animals. I put the first because I'm not really sure when they occurred, but also because it's my personal belief that we progress from animal to human. So in my first life I was a jaguar (not sure of sex). I fell from a tree and broke my leg, starving to death before it healed. In my second life, I was a female dolphin. I was quite old (for a dolphin) when I died, and basically died by drowning because I was too weak to reach the surface and air.
The next life and the one that I consider my first human life (though I could be wrong) occurred in South America. I believe I was an Olmec noblewoman (not much more than a child actually). There was a drought, and an evil priest and a rival of my father, told him that to make the rains come, I needed to be sacrificed. It was expected that if the need was great, nobles would make the ultimate sacrifice and go willingly to the gods to plead their case. So I was taken to a snake pit where I would have jumped, except the evil priest pushed me. That still ticks me off to this day... that even though I would have chosen to jump for my people, my choice was taken away.
Then there were two lives in Egypt, the first as a young scribe in training and the next as a woman. I believe there are couple thousand years between the two, and that the scribe life came first, but it's really impossible to say. As a scribe, I was a young boy among other boys learning from our aged master. Every morning, one of us had to wake early and get water for our teacher, but the other boys were lazy. I got up one particular morning before dawn and no one had gone for water yet, so I went. Unfortunately, there was a thief near the well who strangled me thinking that if I came from the temple that I might have something valuable on my person. This life explains my love of hieroglyphics and writing. Long before I even had an inkling of this life, I'd been collecting hieroglyphics and symbols for year.
In the next life, I was a mature washer woman, in my 30s. I believe I was having an affair with someone and that I went to meet him by the river, I was killed by a crocodile. I suspect this life and the one in Jerusalem explains my mistrust of relationships. This is actually the last life I recalled six years ago. My theory is that I recall lives at or around the time in this life that I died in the past life.
Aside from my life in Jerusalem and South America, my life in northern England or Scotland was the most detailed. Sometime in the 1100s I lived as a bard in Scotland or the extreme north of England. I'd grown up with the lord of the castle, so we were very much like brothers. He was Pagan, but had accepted a Christian priest into his court in order to keep peace with his neighbors. At the time, most of his neighbors were playing at being Christian too. Any one of them would have used Paganism as an excuse to attack and take control of their neighbors' lands. Unfortunately, the priest the Church sent to us was a slimy, whiny little weasel, and maybe I was just a bit too vocal in publicly mocking him. One night while I was heading back to my room (a little drunk I admit), he snuck up in the dark and stabbed me in the back. This life (and my third) explains my mistrust for clergy and my artistic leanings. This might also explain why I won't do anything to dull my sense, and I don't like to leave my back exposed.
In the early 1800s, I was hanged for horse rustling in the West. As a young Native American man, I was a convenient scapegoat, but I wasn't guilty. I think this life contributes very much to my sense of right and wrong, having been so badly treated when I was innocent. Though I have a tendency in all my lives to feel wronged in how I died. I believe my name was "Angry Sparrow," but I don't know what tribe I was or what that name would translate into.
The last two lives before this one also occurred in America in the 20th century. In the first, I was male and lived in the thirties, eventually dying of stomach cancer. I have some idea of who I may have been due to certain details of what I remember, what I have read, and personal habits (which I won't mention). Since it's someone semi-famous however, I'm not going to get into it. I hate when people claim to have been someone famous. lol What is ironic is that in this life I was an atheist.
And in the final life before this one, I was a girl in the sixties. I was about fifteen or so when I was abducted by someone. I think I knew my abductor in passing. Anyway, we were in a car in the mountains somewhere, and I knew that I'd probably die anyway, so I decided to take my life into my own hands so-to-speak. As the car went around a turn, I opened the door and jumped to my death. I didn't recall this life in chronology with the time of my death, but from about the age of thirteen till I was sixteen, I had this horrible urge to open the car door and jump whenever I was in the passenger seat. At its worst, I used to lock the door just in case I wouldn't be able to control my urge. I think this life explains my dislike of cars in general.
January 3rd
On the third and last day of the Japanese New Year, the Imperial Court holds an ancient ritual known as Genshisai. The rare dance and music art form, known as Gagaku, is also performed. Though the Japanese New Year lasts only three days, some rituals continue for several days longer.
The third day of Thingyan is known as Atet Ney, meaning the Day of Ascent. Indra returns to his Heavenly Kingdom.
In ancient Rome, January third through the fifth was Compitalia, though the magistrates my hold it anywhere between December 17th and January 5th. Like Saturnalia, Compitalia was initially a day celebrated by slaves and the free together, but by Cicero's time, it was a holy day for the slave alone who would sacrifice a honey-cake to the cross-roads gods (Lares Compitales) on behalf of the household. A woolen effigy was hung up for every free person and a ball of wool for every slave.
Edgar Cayce died today in 1945.
Folklore wisdom says, "Those who know where they are going today are not going any where."
The Quadrantids meteor shower is at its peak on or around this date. It begins on the first and ends some time around the fifth. The meteors originate near the tail of the Great Bear (the Plough) in the constellation of Bootes.
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